Sometimes I wonder, what is it I really want. I trying to decided if Mike is a consciously being an ass.. or worse.. is he just oblivious to it. But as I said, me, I continuing my life normal. He needs to get himself in order. It hurts when you put yourself out there, he's home and you're home..but it's too far or he does not want to get up out his bed to meet you. I want to avoid having to behave like a banchee. So I won't comment further.. Well he working tonight..so I'm on my own.. again. Who knows, probably all weekend. Just like it was last weekend..