When I treat you well..I expect to be treated the same way. I think that was the problem. I wanted to be able to do all these things for someone who really wasn't even attempting to return the actions. I don't necessarily want tangible things, but ah mean, conversation, affection (outside of feeling up in vehicles and darkened cinemas) That's all.. phone calls, text messages. Kv just wasn't. Which made me doubt what he really wanted in the long run. I remember clearly stating to him that any relationship I got into right now, is for the long haul. If you don't feel you have the stamina, don't step to me. Apparently he was lacking stamina. I wouldnt lie, I missing the teddy bear luving.. but the hassle and stress not worth it.