I honestly dont know what to write. Two days before my birthday and I am just thinking.. well sort of.. I think my 26th year is going to be about me. Enjoying myself and trying to settle. I desperately want my house.. I think I need to work even harder to get it. I can no longer just sit back and glance through the classifieds and make a few calls.. I need to take some action. How much can I really afford? What am I willing to compromise on?
Canada is going alright so far.. I came here and almost forgot it was my sister I came by, I supposed to be able to make myself comfortable and after say "well yeah". I forgot that and I was behaving like I was in a strangers house.. I think I caught myself when I was gonna ask if I could use her bathroom. At that point I was wondering what the hell am I thinking.. :s No major conflicts, even though I've had to calm myself a few times and I'm sure Shauna had to do the same. Last night we went to the casino and then to a club.. Lord you know how I feel about clubs.. So I tolerated.