These days I feel even more cold and bitchy than normal. I just don't feel like speaking to people. When I do speak, my words usually come out wrong. Case in point Nigel. He is already a difficult person to carry on a conversation with, but it seems like either he is being VERY touchy or I am just.. i don't know.. insensitive. He keeps getting mad at me when I make my comments and tell me how cold I am. He insists I wasn't always like this, as far as I know, I was. Now Mike keeps calling and harassing me, I really don't care to speak to him and I don't care to see him. To me he is just wasting my time with these phone calls.. so when he called for the third time, i answered the phone. He asked me why I was sounding like I didnt want to speak to him. I had to be honest , I told him "I would prefer to watch my movie ( I was watching Remember the Titans for maybe the third time, great show) and maybe we can speak another time. Enjoy your afternoon" I think the "enjoy ur afternoon" was a nice caring touch.. Lord I can't wait to get out of here and take a breather.