We lost to FIRE SERVICES today.. I should hope that this was the last straw. And that we come out to the game on Thursday with a fire inside us. The thing about it is that we were 12 points down and we fought our way back on par with them.. We were 35 - 35 ! we started to fight, to show that energy, that aggression, that confidence that we were lacking in the first 2 quarters.. Our shots were on par and we were going for the rebound with the "every ball is ours" mentality.. It was working. But in the last five minutes of the game.. even though we were still fighting, we allowed them to get the best of us. Our defense started getting shoddy and we started making some bad passes.. oh well. Whistle blew and we lost.

I wasn't on the field. As usual, I was warming my permanent position on the bench. It actually depresses me to go to a game and cheer on the people when I know I want to be on the court as well. I guess I need to work on my team spirit. But right now it just feels like I am taking up space on the team and wasting a uniform. I am considering giving it back, doesn't seem like I can make the grade.