It doesnt seem like I'm very good at this life thing. It just seems to be getting more difficult, the older you are, the more questions and the less answers you seem to have. Still going around in circles. My problem is this, I try my best never to dissapoint. If I say I will do something I will do it. I always try to be there. But people don't seem to have a problem dissapointing me. What people DON'T do for me is eating me up. I sat at home trying to count on one hand who my friends really are. People who truly know me, i came up with 3, then it whittled down to one and then I was just not sure anymore. So of course I am not in a good mood. Of course I don't just want any and everyone around me, but 2 or 3 good friends that I can depend on would be a plus. So for now its just me.