Yesterday I felt ill and tired. But I went to braid my hair anyway.. It was long overdue. The hair looks hawt.. but I still feel ill. As soon as I got home, I went to the shower, no water. (So I had to do a cowboy thing) And then straight to bed with me.. Then stalker boy Jason Ryan called. Why doesn't he just leave me alone?

But I am out to work again.. to kill myself.