So many things..

I am 28 years of age.

I have writers block.

I am in a quandry..

If someone can tell me what love is about, then let me know. So far it has been nothing but a series of hurt. Not just Kevin i refer to, but the entire parade that has been marching before me in my life.

What can I say about Kevin? Headstrong, stubborn, spoilt. Does he love me? He says he does, but what exactly is his idea of love. Is it when you prefer to ignore rather than discuss? Or when you decide to make your own decisions without thinking about the consequences to your significant other? How about not taking the time to make the other feel special?

Kevin and I have been through a good bit in the last year. From the time I met him in November 2007 to now, we have been on a constant roller coaster. Romance? No. Maybe when he was fighting to get into my panties.. but now?? How about gifts? negative. Not even a christmas gift.. not one tangible thing.