Well baby..

It took me a while to get to this decision. You are going to become. A being.

When I saw you as a little spec on that Ultrasound monitor on the 16th April, I was not certain how far you would go.

Then came the sickness, the constant reminder that you were there and you are growing. I wasn't just sick in the morning you know, right through the day. I was tired! My stomach turned at everything. I didn't throw up though, cause your mom is super. I woke up with terrible hunger pains, cause you were just TOO greedy. I was moody (I still am) and VERY emotional. But I was anxious.

Things played off with your dad and I realised that I was in this on my own. But I have some amazing friends, who also anxiously await your arrival, so I guess I am not that badly off. Even though it seems so sometimes. But I prayed and asked for a sign. I looked out my window and saw four stars and I knew they were for you. They formed a cross in the sky and it comforted me when I thought I couldn't cry anymore.

Back to YOU!~
In my 8th week.. wheey.. that was just last week. The 29th April to be exact.. I had my first doctor's appointment and saw you again. On that screen and you had already grown a bit.. lol. I spent 1200 dollars in one day. Between the ultrasound, the blood tests and the doctors visit. Just to hear that you were healthy.

Miraculously, after the visit I felt fine. Just like that, the intense sickness I was feeling more or less vanished.. sure I was still pretty tired and hungry a lot. But It got better.. so much better that yuh momma went to Borough day! I have finally started taking the Pregnancy vitamins people tell me about (doctor included) Materna. We'll see how much of a difference it makes in your development. Well that's it I guess. I am alright for now.. already a lil hungry, but didn't walk with any snacks.

Can't wait to see you!