I didn't know that pretending things don't hurt could be so hard.
Strategizing could take up so much time and make you pull out your hair when you see the lack of response.

I went to bed at 7:30pm. Got up at 8:45pm. Went to bed again at 9pm. Got up at 11pm. Went to bed again and got up at 1:45am. I look no better. It is a Saturday night. I am trying to keep the faith, hoping that you would return. But the hope light starting to get very dim.