I dont think anyone would realise that I am faking a calm. Right now I'm just focusing on breathing and sounding normal.. Mike.. He should be very afraid right now..He said when I was speaking to him over the phone I was making him nervous...Just because I was just sounding so.. normal. After for the entire day.. I got set up.. last night.. i got set up.. tonight.. I got set up and to make it worse.. I dressed. This after. he drank with his friends last night, into this morning with some very blurry details in between which he said HE NEEDS to tell me.. and it would probably be our first argument..this after.. he limed with his friend today, who suffering from some version of horner man tabanca. This after he calls me first thing this morning wanting to see me urgently to tell me "something" that cannot be said over the phone, and therefore have me obsessing all day as to what it was..
I keep saying to myself. I'm single. Why is one man being "in my life" causing me such stress and AH NOT IN NOTHING. It's probably me right? But no. He just told me it's him. I was making myself VERY available.. i mean.. i keep remembering that I wrote before.. something is wrong.. some secret. I wonder If I'm prophesying and don't even know it.
It will all come to an end soon. I put myself at your disposal, for the entire day I was in your vicinty. I organised transport for you to and from a liming spot.. In front yuh house. Probably wasnt good enough? That's it. This is the TWO STRIKE RULE.. I dont have time for THREE.
YOUR MOVE!