Where does one start?
Well Benskee is not speaking to me. I don't know what started it, but I'm tired calling him trying to solve it. I am not running anyone down. Last night I tried to give it one last shot.. and I ended up listening to the TV blaring in the background instead.. so much for a conversation. The ball is in his court.
I have mixed issues about typing this here.. The guy I was seeing.. not was nah. The guy I am seeing, told me that he had sex with someone on Thursday night into the morning.. He told me on Saturday night when I finally got to saw him. It was one of the scenarios that went through my mind when he said he had something he needed to tell me.. I mean he did get home after 8 the morning.. The strange thing is.. from what he was saying, even though his sisters were encouraging him to tell me the truth, he said after the incident, he never doubted that he was going to tell me about it. I keep saying that this would have affected me more if we had started sleeping together.. and strangely after this, I still want to be with him. But he's giving me time to help me figure out if I can come to terms with what he did, but I don't need the time. So I wonder if brushing this off so easily, would make it seem alright, should I put up more resistance.. after he told me, should I have been moody or pouty.. stalk off maybe, go home? I did none of those things, and at the end of the night, I was still snuggling up to him as if it never happened. I am too weak.
My concerns/questions:
The mouth that I branded as mine, was kissed by another female.
Where exactly did he kiss her.. all over or ALL OVER?
Did he think about me at all while in his alcoholic stupor? Amazing that he dick could still function with the alcohol muddling his brain.
Would it happen again?
Was it good?.. oh Count. Your Lady is having some issues...
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