What you do not want for yourself, do not wish upon others.. I bore some illwill to someone the other day and wished that a big truck had knocked them down.. That was wrong of me. What I wish though, is that they find clarity and be true to themselves and be honest with others.. no more hiding or games. No slyness. They may not be for me, but that does not mean that they cannot find happiness with someone else when they are mature enough.
Yes I went to church yesterday, I wasn't really focusing on the sermon but on the things that were confusing me, I was asking for guidance, I was asking that when it is given, that it be clear. I want no parables.